SHINee World Concert Singapore 2011: More Than I Could Imagine

I'm currently suffering from withdrawal syndrome or post concert depression. So this is what it feels like after realizing a dream. So this is what it feels like after being so near to the people whom you have always thought were so far away..especially with all the interactions with each member.

Who do I start with?

I guess I'll do Kibummie first since he was the first one to stand right in front of me. Everytime he walked pass or stood in front of me, I shouted "KEYYYYYY KIBUM AHHH" and I was sure that he heard me because he did turn to me and wave. KIM KEY WAVED AT ME! And he was looking right into my eyes but because I was holding a Minho banner, he waved, pointed at the banner and then walked away smiling.

We always see gorgeous pictures of him but Kim Kibum in real life is better! Flawless! He really has amazing features and when he smiles, my heart just melted. AND HE WAVED AT ME!! The girl near me was holding the 'Happy Key's Day' banner when he came and he gave us a thumbs up! Omg kyaaaaaaaaaaaa~~

Next is Taeminnie! He was also at my area quite alot and he like his lover hyung, Minho, had a thing for ignoring people. When he was in front of me putting on the wires before flying off, I kept shouting "Taeminniee Taemin ahhh Lee Taemin!!!" and he turned his head towards me slightly and gave out a small grin. And then during Amigo rock version when there was the interval where no one was singing, I screamed his name and he shook his head violently at my side.

My baby is so adorable! Taeminnie is really thin but his muscles are no joke either. Its like muscles wrapped around his tiny bones and thats really hot. He stared at me for a short while and I just spazzed because he had this really sexy charismatic look. And when I caught him laughing during the angel performance, I screamed his name again and he quickly tried to stop laughing which he couldn't. It was so cute! And I can see Tae acne even with the make up. Yes, I was near!

Who else? Puppy Jjong! Jonghyunnie didn't do much but we shared a pretty long time staring into each others' eyes. It was like a staring competition. It was when they were performing 'Graze' with the chairs at the extended stage, which was right in front of me. I was just singing along to the song, waving my lightstick and my banner and enjoying their vocals and great coordination. That was when I caught the puppysaur looking at me.

I caught his eyes and we just stared. He probably found me interesting because I was probably the only one who was singing along to every single song they performed. (As mentioned before, SG Shawols quite fail in being Shawols and there were alot of general Kpop fans) Since the song isn't the happy kind, he had this solemn serious look on his face and he just stared at me. I didn't know what to do but I just stared back. It was definitely more than 15 seconds before I did a 'mehrong' to him and he gave out a smile before turning his face to the other side! Spazz!!!

Onew! He was so cute! His smile made me smile. Onew didn't really stop in front of me much so the time I had to get his attention was limited. When he walked near, I was shouting his name and I'm sure he heard me but he didn't turn much. I got so desperate I screamed "CHICKEN!" which he started smiling like a fool. He didn't turn his head to smile at me but the moment I screamed it, he litted up.

At the end of the concert, when their van was leaving the stadium, I ran after the van and that was when he looked at me, smiled and waved at me! I was at the spot where I was the only one while the rest was running over so he directed it at me! MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! My chicken lover..=')

Lastly, the love of my life, Minho. As all of you already know, Minho is my bias. He means so much to me because his existence has brought me to a whole new level. It was because of him that I started looking at the whole group and became part of SHINee World. Because of him, I found my strength and motivation, I found SHINee. Seeing him perform live was more than enough to me. I never thought that there would be anything else. I never dared to ask for more. But that night, 10th September 2011, what happened was something I never thought could happen.

I was holding a Minho banner. Everytime he walked pass me, I screamed "MINHOOOO!!" and kept waving the banner so that he could see. He noticed me since the start of the concert because most of them near me were not holding banners, so I was very easy to notice. And I always shouted his name when no one was singing, only the background music was on so I was loud enough for him to hear. And I saw him turn his face slightly everytime I screamed his name, it was obvious.

BUT HE KEPT IGNORING ME! It was like he knows how much I want him but he kept pretending not to see and not to hear. Even till they ran around during 'Bodyguard' and threw balls at fans, he came right in front of me and threw the balls really hard to the back area. No one in front got a chance to even get close to the balls. And finally the song ended. They went back to the main stage to sing 'One'. I was in tears at that time not because he ignored me but because the concert was almost over.

After the song, they walked out to say their thank yous. They walked towards my side to bow first and when he was walking over, I screamed for the very last time "MINHOOOOOOO!!!!!", waving my banner. He was walking over, bend down to pick 2 blue balls up and before he even stood up properly, he just randomly threw 1 of it to the fans at the back. And then he walked towards me, right in front of me, smiled and threw the ball gently into my hands!!!

I know some of you may say that it was random and even from the angle of the fancam, it looked random but I'm telling you, from my view, it was obvious that he threw it to me. If my hand was not out there waving the banner, the ball would have dropped to the ground. He threw it softly right into my hands! I didn't even try catching it. And he smiled at me before throwing. He noticed me! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ACTUALLY NOTICED ME AND HE TEASED ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE CONCERT! THAT BAD BOY!!!!!! T_T

The end of the concert. I walked out in disbelief and started to cry. I sat on the floor outside, staring at the ball and crying. I saw the girls whom I had queued with, from my group and from other groups and everyone was happy for me. The girl next to me told them that it was obvious Minho threw it to me on purpose and I cried even more because it wasn't just me thinking randomly. Many of us came out in tears, we hugged each other and cried together, spazzing about what the boys did.

It was really amazing since we all basically only met for 2 days but we could exchange hugs and cry together as if we have known each other for a long time. Those who were general Kpop fans came out in tears and said that they became Shawols after the concert. My dear boys, making girls cry without even trying. And you know what, my boys are amazingly gorgeous! They are so good looking, they take my breathe away. They are just perfection. The best looking boys I have ever seen.

It was the best day of my life. I have decided to change my dream of travelling the world to watching my boys as often as possible no matter where they are. Since they are travelling everywhere, its like realizing 2 dreams together, watching them and travelling.

Funny how my mum asks me if it was worth the amount of money that I have spent in this 4 short days. It was worth everything, the overnighting, the chaos, the pushing, the money, everything. It was worth more than everything that I had to give to see them. It was more than I could imagine.